WHO

The philosophical question of who am I baffles most. As I look inside myself and truly explore my own thoughts, beliefs and desires is when I truly accept who I am. I’m not one much for doom and gloom; I don’t know how to completely lose it. In the darkness of adversity, I pick myself up, dust off and keep it moving, that’s who I am. Yes, I have my momentary falls where I find myself unconsciously stirring around in a murky depressive state, yet my soul is so pure it just can’t be bound by the demons that want to hold me captive. I am idealistic to a fault, I love hard with every fiber of my being and I see the good in most, even when they can’t find it within themselves. I’m crazy romantic and I will risk it all for the greater good. I’m a wild soul on the inside that craves the control of a strong hand. Something can become my everything at a moments notice and even in the exact second it has been ripped away I never give up believing in my instincts. My loyalty is unwavering and never ending, my trust is unconscious and without conditions. The right thing, the right moments leave irremovable impression in my soul; impressions that steer my judgments and guide my heart. In my darkest hours, those impressions shed a brilliant light that guide me safely back to my course in life. I am strong, I am powerful beyond measure. I am ingenious and inquisitive all at once. I get that I’m emotionally needy but my unconditional giving outweighs these faults. I am strong but not stronger; I want to be in the shadow as the backdrop. I’m a leader who is comfortable being lead by wisdom, strength and security. I’m not searching for the answers; I’m waiting for truth. I live my life each day knowing that yesterday was a gift and tomorrow is not promised. I am thankful, gracious and humbled by the soul that dwells within me because I know I am not all of these great and marvelous things without Him. I am me, and all that he wants me to be…